It has been soooooo long since my last post – 2 years to be exact. If you scroll a little down to read it, I started with a similar greeting. Shame on me.
I kept saying that I wanted to do something more, improve myself, improve this site, but honestly, I am right where I started.
Almost 4 years have passed since I first said I wanted to start this blog and actually getting a domain and getting everything up. Since then, I’ve only written a few half-assed posts.
So much has happened since my last post in December 2017, but yet nothing has really changed. Why is that so? I honestly don’t know.
I feel like I’m stuck in this bubble of mine, stuck in time, unable to progress. There’s approximately 1 month left of school, just 3 more weeks of lessons, and I realised how much I have missed being a university student, because I was too busy thinking this was a waste of time. “4 years in SMU is such a waste of time, I’m doing the exact same thing I did in poly”, I thought and was never afraid to verbalise that to people. But as the lessons were really, finally ending, it dawned on me that I have wasted this 4 years. There is so much I don’t know. So much being taught but I didn’t absorb. So much being said but I didn’t listen. So much in front of me but I didn’t see. I have wasted a massive amount of learning opportunity, of time, of potential networks. I have just wasted 4 years of my life away.
Don’t know why I suddenly felt the need to update this little forgotten space, but hey you, I’m back. I hope.
With love always,